Monday, March 28, 2011

Ugg...

I am here sitting on my bed at home, missing a whole bunch of opportunity to learn something because I am sick. I hate being sick! The pain that radiates through your lungs as you cough yet again, how it feels like you ate sand paper and it got lodged in your throat making it scratch the inside of your esophagus every time that you do cough, or the head that feels like it is seriously going to explode and no matter how many Motrins you take it never goes away :P Ugg I really really hate being sick.

Any way, while I am stuck at home sick I have had to time to catch up on much needed sleep and I have gotten to think in the quiet of my room. Something that would never happen at school. Thinking about what you may ask? Everything is all I have to answer. Yesterday, I was on Facebook talking with one of my friends who asked what was on my mind. I answered the same way as I just did. Everything, or a whole bunch of random, useless nonsense. To that they replied: u should try to clear ur mind a bit...it'll make things less stressful someone younger than me just told me that my life would be a lot less stressful if I just let go of all the useless things I was thinking about. You know what? They're right, more than they've been right their wholes lives! I really do need to let my mind rest. Stop thinking about those stupid ACT things all the time. In English class yes, think about them all the time, but outside of class? Forget about them for a moment. Forget about what so and so said, it really doesn't matter anyway. Stop thinking about what you could have done differently almost a month ago, it doesn't matter any more!

Living a stressful life is probably why I happen to be sick right now. All the stress can lower the immune system, therefore making you more susceptible to what ever bug is floating around at the time. The only problem is I can't seem to let go all of this stress. Some of it yes, it's easy, but letting go of the rest of it is going to be the hardest thing I have done in my entire life. There are certain things that are just hard to let go, and I don't know why.

So after all of this I think we now know that living a stressful likes sucks :) Getting out and living your life is so much better for you than sitting around letting your mind be full of useless things that aren't going to help all that much.

Just some stuff that have been on my mind lately :D

Saturday, March 5, 2011

Jr. Prom

Last night I went to my Jr. Prom. It was the best experience of my entire life. My date was a total gentlemen and along with my corsage he got me a bouquet! It is beautiful :)

The junior class preformed a promenade dance to Forever by Chris Brown for the parents to watch then the prom started afterward. It went really well, the only thing I would change was how my dress bunch up in the back with the laces. It made me look really funny :P. Oh well :)

My date and I were really good looking otherwise I would have to say :D

I would not change the experience I had there for anything else ever. I will never forget the time I had and the way I felt.

Love your big sister